"It is not the critic who counts: not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles or where the doer of deeds could have done better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood, who strives valiantly, who errs and comes up short again and again, because there is no effort without error or shortcoming, but who knows the great enthusiasms, the great devotions, who spends himself for a worthy cause; who, at the best, knows, in the end, the triumph of high achievement, and who, at the worst, if he fails, at least he fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who knew neither victory nor defeat." Theodore Roosevelt
Friday, July 29, 2011
Seeking the Southern Cross
More updates: I had worms. What does this mean? During my time in Manchi either during the first team and VBS or the third team and the Medical Clinic, I got the worms that literally every patient we treated had. How did I know this for sure? Due to the graphic context in how I discovered the worms in my stomach I´ll put it like this: I learned it in the bathroom. Thankfully a medical team was here and gave me Abendelzol which kills all worms for at least 6 months. So unless I get them from something in the US, the worms in my system are DONE. Thank God.
Also, Peru had its independence day yesterday, I had work until 6 but when I got done I went home and celebrated with my Peruano family. We ate Peruano food and watched fireworks and Peru´s volleyball match against the USA. On independece day here, every house is required to fly a flag from its roof. The streets were pure red and white, so cool. Tula knited me a Peru bandera to wear on my shirt all day. VivĂ© Peru!
I only have one week left here and as my time is wearing down I find myself at the paradoxical cross roads of extreme joy and unstated sadness. I can´t wait to return to my home and family and dog and friends but I dont want to leave the life I´ve come close to mastering here. Its a weird feeling and I have NO idea what I will say when I get the dreaded question, "So, Cary, How was PerĂș?" Not sure how to say I loved it and I hated it. I dreaded leaving and I was also ready to go. It was the hardest and best thing I´ve done thus far in my life.
The stars came out last night as the smog cleared finally over the city and I finally saw the southern cross in the sky. It is a constulation you can only see south of the Equator and it is absolutely beautiful.
One week left to eat, enjoy, love Peru and prepare for my return back home.
Chao.
Friday, July 22, 2011
Team Three
One of the members of our church is a very elderly man who I will name Fruvi. Fruvi is nearing tripple digits and is almost completely deaf. He lives in Salamanca with his wife right across the street from the church. When Fruvi wants to talk he screams and the majority of the time is is jumbled. His wife understands him perfectly and their love is so apparent. I had the opportunity to go sit with him and just talk for a few hours. He prayed to recieve Christ with Pastor Mark a few weeks ago and now loves to talk about Christ. This man has been set on fire and it is so blatently obvious. When he prays he sits looking up with his eyes open, just talking to God. His love for our Lord is so inspiring. I also got to work with a man I will name Diego. Diego is the last of his brother and sisters alive from their birth father. All of Diego´s brothers and sisters who were born from the same father have died from an un-named disease similar in every way to MD. Diego is now in a wheelchair and can hardly walk, I had the opportunity to push him around Salamanca in his Chair for an hour or so. We did not talk much but his joy at being outside and moving was tangible in his eyes. Never once did he complain about his life, his disease, nothing. I learned a lot from that short hour with Diego.
Moving on to Team Three:
This team was from non other than Sweet Home Alabama, bringing with the the joy of the South (Auburn family, sweet tea drinking, and even some Bammer fans, and other SEC loving brethren).
One of the things I have loved about this summer is also one of the things that has been the hardest. Every team that comes in comes with a different specific type of mission be it VBS, Scientific talks, or Medical Missions. This has been trying because it is exhausting to prepare yourself mentally over and over again for different week long focuses. But if you know me at all, you know I love to dabble in everything I can so the fact that I have been able to basically go on 3 mission trips with 3 different goals has been wonderful for me. I love being able to test the waters of different short term mission trip focuses to see where I can potentially be the most useful in the future.
Gettting back on track now. This third team from the glory land "up south" was geared towards medical missions. The team was composed of thee doctors and members of their church. It was incredible to see their heart to serve here, the first meeting we had with them they began by telling us even though they are here for medical missions their main purpose is to glorify God in any way they can be it babysitting for the missionaries, doing construction, anything. Their heart of service was beautiful and very apparent.
We spend the first day in Casa de Gloria with the girls and their babies getting medical check-ups and advice on how to better care for themselves and their children. It was great spending a full day in Casa and loving and laughin with the babies and the mothers whose ages range from 13-18. These girls are beautiful and the transformation they undergo in the house is incredible. Every girl that has come to the house has become a Christian, Praise be to God! I love these girls and am learning so much from them.
The next three days we spent up in Manchi doing a medical clinic from 9-3/4ish. We rented out a house where a bus is parked in the nighttime. In this alleyway where the bus is parked we set up our stations: Triage, three consulation areas with the three doctors, the pharmacy, and then the evangelism center. Over the term of the three days we got to see over 250 people. I worked in the Pharmacy as their translator. When the patients would get done with their docotor they would come to us and I would ask them to sit and waut for us to fill their prescriptions. I would help count pills and sort them into bags and write directions on the bags along with the other two Pharmacy Tecs who were both Auburn Family! Then I would be handed all the meds and would call out the name on their paper and explain the pills: what they were for, how many to take, how many times a day, amd to keep them out of reach of small children. It was wonderful for my spanish but very strenous for my brain, to say the least. I had to explain problems ranging from womenly issues to worms to constipation to calcium, iron, and vitamin pills. Needless to say, my vocab grew this past week. It astounded me that every single patient we say had either parasites, worms, or both. It was heart breaking. After I explained the medicine I said we also had medicine for the soul with our pastors in the evangelism center and incredible almost every patient wanted to talk to the pastors. It was beautiful to watch their gratitude for the medicine to turn prasies to God or even learn about him for the first time. It was a beautiful week.
In Manchi it is very needing. The houses are humble abodes composed of plywood, cardboard, tarps, and metal. The streets are pure mud and the air is a continual fog of rain and smog. It was hard to see people live this way, and even harder to see their joy. The children in the clinic and the parents all were smiling, they were so grateful and warm to us and it was so humbling.
The team left yesterday and it was hard to see them go, I consider myself blessed to have spent time with them this past week in Manchi.
Monday, July 11, 2011
Team Two
Saturday, July 2, 2011
Mystery or Schedules
"Imagination does not breed insanity. Exactly what does breed insanity is an overdevotion to reason. " -G. K. Chesterton
Strange quote to start updates with, but this past week I have not been able to get Chesterton´s words out of my head. I am currently digesting "Orthodoxy" by Chesterton and I am finding so much of his novel is mirrored with my experiences here in Lima. Insanity, when I think about it, is a box that people are either put into or put themselves into. It is caused from an overdevotion to details; perhaps and obsession with acumulation, power, prestige, money, fun, love, experience, or perhaps a chemical disbalance in one´s brain. Whatever the cause, once one enters this "box" of insanity there is little or no chance for escape.
In America I see so many people on the television, on campus, my friends, even some of my own actions that, if continued, would lead to this, "overdevotion of reason." To some around me it is blatently an accumulation of power through title, friends, weath, and even experiences that ensnare. Once one starts on the track of building up your own image at the sake of everything else, little can be done to kill that beast. Trying to be "somebody" only promotes the temptation to further your own image as a body, but the problem is you are a soul and attempting to further the image of body over soul is sin. "build yourself up and be somebody" is a lie the world feeds us from our high chairs as we watch Sesamee-Street until we transition to watching Wall Street.
In Peru, the church promotes the building up of each other in Unity found through our equally dirty hands, constantly washing ourselves in Christ´s blood.
When I ride the combi from place to place I find myselff overly stresed if I am running late, but in Peru the common joke is not to worry about the time the watch tells you because Peruvian´s run on "Peruano Time" aka give or take 30 minutes on each and every end. I found myself questioning why I was so obsessed with this idea of time and realized because if I am late in to something in the States, it is rarely understood as acceptable. It either inconviences someone or disrespects them because they value their name enough to project it´s power upon this alloted time slot. But here, if you are late it is really 100% ok. Insanity or Reason?
Imagination is one of the reasons I love being in Peru. The mystery the desolate mountain´s hold, the beauty in the cold smog at night, the adventure of every dangerous Combi ride. For me and for Peruvians, these things do not die.
Imagination frees oneself up to be ok with accepting that you can not do it all, that mysteries must exist because if they did not, God would not be as powerful as he claims. What kind of god would he be if we could unravel all his mysteries by a mere 4-year degree at a college? But, thankfully, they do exist and for that we must praise God! His mystery and wonder is what imagination stems from. If it come not from the unknown and thus the creator of the unknown, it is not imagination; It is reason deduced from classes and books and harsh experiences. Imagination is a gift.
I love the mystery of Peru and am learning more daily to be ok with the unknown. Not because it is unavoidable (though it is) but because all that does exist, God rules. When I return to the states, I must try harder to stray away from the temptation of overdevotion to reason and the insatiy it spawns.
Imagination is sanity, and the two are both only found in our Lord.